Thursday, July 30, 2015

Twenty Days

Twenty days. That's how long I've been gone from this little space of mine. That's how many days have been jam packed. That's how many days I've enjoyed living life in the moment.

So where have I been while I pulled a Jessi? (I swear I didn't mean to copy her on purpose. Twenty must just have some sort of cosmic meaning for us....) 

What I've learned

- You get back what you put out into the world. I'm ready to make my own magic. 
- How to cook proper meals. Being off for two months really gave me time to expand my horizons in the kitchen, and let me just say, I'm a domestic dream. 
- Online dating is horrible. Or you know, dating in general... 
- Getting fit and in shape is not an instant process and I'm very impatient.
- Sage smells exactly like weed when you burn it. Sorry neighbours, I swear I'm not doing anything illegal!
- I'm really good at interpreting tarot cards. And by that I mean making things up.
- Being alone is pretty great but I finally feel like I'm almost healed. Which has been a long time coming.

What I've done

- I started a new job. One that I already love more than I thought I could. You know when you just feel in your bones that you made the right decision? That's where I am right now.
- I went to the One Direction concert and let my inner 14 year old shine. 
- I started on an actual diet. 
- I watched Rocky Horror Picture Show for the first time ever on a beach. 
- I went to Les Miserables at Rainbow Stage and tears were shed. 
- I spent so much time with my family that I actually miss them now that I'm working again. 
- I explored the province in my time off. Mini summer road trips are the best. 
- My sister and I saw Chris D'Elia perform over the past weekend and I've never laughed so hard in my life. 

One Direction

Investors Group Field full of screaming girls for 1D

Pelican Lake. My province is beautiful!

Gimli Film Festival Night 1 - Rocky Horror on the Beach

Friday, July 10, 2015

So funny...

Wanna hear something hilarious? It's just so funny guys. 

SO you know when you get ghosted. And then you get really mad so you text him and call him out. And then after a week of ignoring you he responds saying he was out of cell range and he;s sorry and he's just really busy and he forgot to text you before he left. And then he stops talking to you all together again. 

And then your cousin tells you to sign up for Plenty of Fish cause it's fun and you do and it's hilarious and fun all at the same time. 

And then the morning after you wake up and then you get a message from someone and it's your effing GHOSTER? ISN'T THAT HILARIOUS!?

A few questions. 

1) Did you even look at my pictures? I feel like you didn't and that's why you thought you could message me. 
2) Are you high?
3) What the actual fu**.
4) What was going through your brain?

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Where I've Been

I confess...

... I disappeared from blogging for a few weeks with no explanation and for that I apologize to all my humpday confessors.  I took a break because I could barely put my thoughts into coherent sentences, let alone write them down. 

... It's been a tough few weeks. I lost my job at the beginning of the month and I also had a pretty bad anxiety attack right before that. It doesn't help that I've been in a deperessive state for the majority of the last two months. Trying to work all of that out while still blogging proved far too difficult. I know in a previous post I stated that I wanted to commit to writing since it helped, but when I could barely get out of bed or off the couch, I just decided "screw it". 

... Being ghosted definitely didn't improve my bad mood. It just made me angry on top of sad. You can read about that in my post from yesterday.

... Among the bad is a world of good. I'm doing better this week! The job hunt is slow but I'm very lucky that my family and friends are so supportive. It also helps that the weather has been hot and sunny lately which encourages me to get out of the house. 

... My cousin gave birth to a beautiful baby girl and I've been fortunate to spend a lot of time with them. 

... It's Canada Day and I'm out enjoying the festivities with my family. I've been spending quite a bit of time lately as they're the ones who are home the most during the day. It's safe to say that my parents see me more now than they ever did when I lived at home.

I can't wait to read all of your confessions and catch up with everyone. Make sure you  link up below!

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